To Party or not to party that is the question

I'm thinking of having a little get together for my birthday this year, I have been toying with the idea for a few months, and i am starting to lean too having it. Only draw back is, a lot of my friends work at Lowe's and well I would have to work it so a lot of them could show up. The nice thing is, that my birthday falls on a Saturday, the bad news is, not everyone gets the weekends off. What to do what to do. I mean i don't want to buy a bunch of stuff only to have a few people show up or none at all. I guess I just need to buck up and decide what I am going to do. Hopefully people decide they like me enough to show up and celebrate me turning older. Any of you out there in blogger land want to come?

Blog of randomness and 100th post

Tomorrow the 27th marks 15 years since my father died. Wow is all I can seem to think, 15 years sped by like a blink of the eye. For me tomorrow will be like any other day, I will wake up and go through the day like normal but in the back of my mind I will know what day it is. Don't be sad for me, it's in the past, part of my life that helped make me well.... me and I wouldn't change that at all. Be happy that I am here, happy, well loved and I made it through a very trying time 15 years ago and came out a better person.

My health is slowly coming back to full strength, I have gotten some of the hearing back in my left ear and no longer suffer headaches every night. My allergies are even under control now, it takes two meds to do it but better that then suffer. Hopefully I will be done with colds till at least October or so I hope so.

I happened to glance at how many posts I have and realized that this one will be my 100th blog on here. GO ME!!! Not like Deb who has like over 400 or some ridiculous number like that but still something to be proud of. So here's too 100 or so more posts!

I have also been playing a lot of pool lately and my game has improved a lot. I now don't suck nearly as bad as I used to, mind you I still suck but just not as bad. It's a lot of fun and I have my friend Marya to thank for the improvement of my game. She taught me how to use my Carny hands to my advantage and for that I am in her debt. Richard and I in fact are going to go shoot some pool with her tomorrow so that should be fun.

Fathers Day

Happy Fathers day dad, I miss you!

Drs are a wonderful thing

I finally dragged my sorry butt to the doctors office today and got meds, it turns out that I have had a sinus infection for over a month. Which explains why I was so crabby the other day with Richard, I wasn't feeling all that well and sick of being sick and just tired. So I am on my meds for 14 days and will be better and back to my normal happy go lucky self. I have had headaches for over a month all because of the sinus infection it will be nice not to have one.

Pissy for some untold reason

Today has not been a very good day for me. Well it started out perfectly fine, I got up fed the cat then decided to clean the apartment. The apartment is looking good and by the time I was done with that, Richard was home from work and that's where my day turned ugly. He came home and we watched a movie together that I had put in before he showed up then after the movies was over he wanted to read and I just snapped, told him fine what ever and he says to me that I could read too that's when I turned to face him and yelled at him that I didn't want to read. I put Gilmore Girls in to watch the next disc of episodes and he stopped reading and watched it with me. He then tells me he is hungry and I said can it wait till this episode is over he says sure, it ends I ask him what he wants for dinner and he goes well I thought you were going to decide, then he tells me he loves me and walks off while I do the bit of dishes that are in the sink. I go walking out to the living room to see is something sounded good only to find that not only is he not there, the tv is off and he is laying in bed reading. I went into the bedroom and asked him if he was still hungry and had to repeat myself twice before he looked up at me then he said that he wasn't hungry and went back to the book, I snapped at him again saying well thanks for telling me and walked into the computer room where I then throw something way in the trash and he yells at me for breaking something which I haven't done, then corrects himself by saying throwing things around. Only thing I could think of saying was yelling at him to stop telling me what I can and can't do.

What the hell is wrong with me? I don't even know why I am so mad at him today, yeah he is ignoring me with his book and he ignored me on Sunday with a video game and Monday he ignored me because he was tired but that didn't bother me but today it seems like he can't do anything right. I don't know why I am so upset, it just baffles me that today I am mad at him. It would be nice to spend time with him but not just next to eachother while he is reading and ignoring me and I am doing something else like reading or watching tv. So here I sit in the computer room all upset, confused about why I am this way and he is totally not getting the fact that I am upset or why I am upset. he just has his nose in that damn book. I guess he figures that I need alone time and thats only making it worse but if I go and try to talk to him all its going to do is piss him off and he won't talk and just go somewhere else to read his book.

I want it to be tomorrow!!

DVR Update

6 months down and god only knows how many more left to go, I know I will make it 7 months with them and still be jobless. I went in and did a 3 day exploring your employment goal thing this week and made an appointment with my counselor for July 7th. Why so far away you ask? good question, the answer being that the person who did the "class" I was win this week needs to write up an evaluation on me and give it to my counselor who then has to look over it, plus she is supposedly pretty busy, which I guess I can sorta understand. I am so sick of having to jump through all their hoops to get help!! So here I sit twiddling my thumbs till the 7th to see what other hoop I will have to go through.

R.I.P. Goober

  Richard’s dad called us this weekend to let us know that Petunia had died. Dad came home and found that Tunes had died in her sleep on their bed. She was a pretty old dog, they rescued her from the pound in 2000 and at that time they figured she was around 5 years old  so she was about 14 years old when she passed. She had lost her hearing end of last year and had started going blind but still played ate and had a good life. We think she just died of old age.

   Poor Charlie is a very mopy puppy cause he misses Tunes. I guess Dad has him with him today and was at Lowe’s earlier and Richard said that Charlie didn’t try to fidget around when he picked him up. He also I guess won’t leave dad’s side. My poor puppy! Richard said his dad was going to stop by the apartment with Charlie at some point in time today so I can see my puppy and maybe make him feel a bit better. I call him my puppy because when we lived with Richard’s parents for a year Charlie got really attached to me and would listen to me more than dad, so we all decided he was my dog.